lalala , lame

2008-07-28T22:55:00.001+08:00

Keeping this blog for memory purposes
no updates will be made here..
i guess

2008-07-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

training was tough i guess

and after training like spammed the tuna sandwiches with roommate

plus took pictures in training today , used roommate's cam

hahahahahhahahahahahahahha

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received this super sweet mesg after training

hahahhahahaha , cool :)

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nice pics huh?

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I MISS YOUUU ! :)

2008-07-02T15:38:00.001+08:00

:'(

i miss @%^#*#

like &#$%

2008-07-02T15:13:00.003+08:00

more hmwk -.='

feel like private-ing my blog

see first

and wanna talk to him

but dont dare , im such a noob

and if ppl would be so understanding not to bastard

hahaha

it'll be sweet :)

call me boring -.=''

2008-06-29T12:44:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS SUNDAY

GOTTA GO BACK SCH :(

sian , why are the weekends so short?

they should have like , fri sat sun subday or something

nvm , i've not completed eng & geig

do it when im back in sch i guess

shit , im starting to hate training.. cant free fence :(

but look on the bright side , eerm

there's nothing to look to .. forget it

one on one training just sucks for me

im going noob

forget it ..

hmwk sucks , and presentation .. scared i'll screw everything up

lols , i hope this week will pass as fast as the last one

den shiok

hahahahahhah

nvm , just train .. i wanna like take a long long break...

lols

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to end it off...

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2008-06-29T00:20:00.004+08:00

哈哈
我很高兴
因为我的男朋友可爱透顶
他真的很帅你知道吗？

我怕以后我太喜欢他

如果，如果，有事发生

不知道做什么才好

短短这7天，就这样深了

我不管了，他在我身边就足够

我真的很喜欢他

哈哈，没办法，谁叫他这样有魅力 :)

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haha , bored so just post in chinese

&& im gonna make my ic in like 1-2 weeks time

hahahahs , damn cool

but i look real cock when i pin up my fringe

help meeee

think of a way .. it'll be with me forever luh

i wanna look nice , hahahhaha

okok , nights

2008-06-28T22:02:00.002+08:00

haha , im gonna finish my eng now

den watch solitary if its on

HE'S HOT

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tx fiveplets :)

2008-06-28T12:35:00.005+08:00

im like getting really naggy

really really naggy

shit , im only 14/15? .. i like can see myself 10 yrs down th road

nagging at everyone ! haha

lunch-ed with granma mum & lil bro :)

cuzzies came and find us later

sent lil cuzzie(cornelia) to tution , den walked home with clarissa (cuzzie)

i was like nagging , and nagging , and nagging at her

about everythin

but , she's like pri 6 , shldnt she understand why her mum scold her?

cox she cares ?

and , by saying she wanna kill lil cuzzie cox she's irritating

and that she really means it , at pri 6?

its abit childish dont you think

lols , i'll stop nagging

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like cool , planned the day already

, pack my stuff

head down to dad;s place for midnight movie(s) ...

notice its MOVIES.. S , many movies

and since its dad's working place

i maybe able to watch wanted

damn cool huh ,,, mum wanna watch the happening & get smart

hahahhha , but i caught those shows already

so i guess i'll just do my hmwk :)

thinking of somthing stupid , mum says its okay

but itll be kinda weird and all

see first :)

I MISS THAT BLOODY CUTE GUY :)

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i dont know whats wrong with me

call it the struggle inside me

i mean , i wanna go

but i dont like it when there's alot of ppl

or when im left with strangers all around me

i know , its only me & Him , noone else involved

i know He is there, always

but , i'd rather , sing alone

praise alone , pray alone

i cant focus when there's like so many ppl around me

i get distracted , really easily , and its stupid

i cant seem to give my all , in a place im not comfortable with

go ahead , scold me for being childish , immature , lame

but its me .. i just cant seem to

and when i do go, i feel guilty

cox i was not giving my all ,

cox i keep thinking bout other stuff while halfway through prayers

i dont feel good , i feel like some big big sinner

forget it , im just being really stupid

2008-06-28T01:32:00.002+08:00

i dont know why

macdonalds' cone makes me cough

or was it the slurpee?

i dont know ... stupid yet tempting cold stuff

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HE IS DAMN HOT , LIKE REALLY HOT MY DEAR :)

2008-06-27T22:25:00.003+08:00

UHUH , i feel so gay

yes , so so so gay

THE GAY-EST PERSON ON THE EARTH

HAHAHAHHAH , IM SO HIGH COX IM GAY

morning run was cancelled , good thing i guess

could sleep in , but in the end it doesnt make no diff

lols , i cant believe i actually was that nice -.=''

hahahs , gonna be like 2 yrs tgther, so yea....

breakfast , den physics

lols , horny&me were like so busy talking we were late .. lols

i only ran up 3 level of stairs and i was panting like hardcore

&& the day passed like really slowly , really

i was like staring at the clock waiting for a lesson to end after another

and the principal's talk was .... meaningful

hhahhahaha

went out , went out , went out ,

hahahahahahahahahahahahha

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happy la okay !

but ,为什么我们不说话的

caught Get Smart , the show is damn hilarious luh

and and and , his sohldeur is dman ncie to laen on :)

hahahahahahahhahaha , so happpppyyyyy

but for awhile only , better than nothing :D

kept stoning , lols

ate ice cream again .. hahahaa

he is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so swwwwweeeeettttt

ya know , he took the train all the way back to pasir ris with me

den den den den den den

he walked home with me , let me emphasis on WALK

and the distance from my hse to ws is quite far

& he was perspiring like so badly , which makes him like even cuterrr :)

stopped at 7-11 to get his drinks den walked home

seee , he's so sweeeeeeettttt right?

&&&& he gotta take like 50 mins train ride home? he still gotta take bus!

waited with him for th bus back to ws

he's sssooooooooo geeeenntttllleeemmmaaannn :)

and and and , he helped me carry me lappy most of the time

and fyi , me lappy is quite heavyyyyyyyy ,

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

and daddy didnt scold me for bring the lappy to sch !

hahahahahhahaha , make me happiiierrrrrr

im so happy , im actually doing me hmwk now !!!

hahahahahahahahhahahahaha

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you guys just wait & see .... i hope

2008-06-26T22:00:00.002+08:00

seriously , i dont know if its good or bad

like having him is good

but training wise , not exactly i screwd up or anything

just freaking irritated i cant get rid of my bad habits

stupid , so stupid

cheryl cant seem to get , hand first , fixed into her head

cheryl is a dumbass

hahahaha

so true , so true

i dont know , i like brought lappy to sch

but i hardly use it

seriously , hardly , cox i keep lending it to others

like .... nvm , i dont know how to put it

im not gonna bring it next week , most likely

cox it means i gotta carry my lappy around when i go out tmrw

sian ...

i dont know , i think im gonna go stone now

nights

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horny , sorry didnt reply ya

hope things will turn out well (:

always here for you

2008-06-23T21:50:00.003+08:00

yos , the one in pink is me roommate
the other one in black , is joey:)
byes, post again when i'll feel like it
or when im happy:)

2008-06-23T21:16:00.003+08:00

school was ..

okay i guess

i havent started on my leftover hmwk

i'll do it tonight , really

hahahahaha

im like still so happy , like very very happy

im gonna laminate it , den frame it up

seriously , its damn sweet

ahahahahhhahaha

news do spread fast like some shit

arghhh , nvm

im happy , thats good enough :)

and ahem luh , hahahhahaha

you may think im crazy , nvm :)

i may wanna post a pic of my roommate , with joey

hahahahaha

let ya guys see how attractive that babe is

wait , i'll try

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i f-ing like youuuuuuuu hahahahahahahhahaha

okay , sorry

2008-06-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

im like super happy :)

and and and

i dont think i'll be able to sleep tonight

HAHAHHAHA

like i thought entering boarding would be the sian-est thing ever

but sammie made it so much better !! THANK YOUS

okays , i feel like some noob

but i dont care , im like over the moon laa !!! ::DD

2008-06-22T14:39:00.005+08:00

im gonna procrastinate

and rush out my maths & eng tonight !

in school !

hahahas

for now , cant rmb what need to bring back to sch -.=''

see, if the holidays were longer, i wld have more time to think

& complete my hmwk

ahahahahaha

sch's reopening which means

training 5 days a week again

plus the morning gym ! and runs !

so sian , i'll miss slacking

hahaaahahhahha

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should i or should i not?

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anyways , ppl are viewing once again

but not taggin laaaa

but tag for what anyways? hahahas , so stupid ..

see , i changed my blogskin

i dont really like it , but i changed it out of boredom

does it look emo? no right?

the background look like the prints on my grandma's shirt

it true , i'll take a pic if i have a chance and compare

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I THINK I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING HIM :D

2008-06-22T03:30:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO

IM LIKE DONE WITH MY ENG

6 pages long yo

like pro rights? ~.^

i know luh , 6 pages , even me myself impressed

hahahahahaha ,

now , i gonna make myself more coffee, do the editing

den sleep

wake up early tmrw, start on my maths and rehearse me presentation

hardcore? kinda

blame my wonderful splendid gift of procrastination

its a gift , not everyone is gifted with it !

must treasure ! hahhahahaha

i bet ya , tmrw i'll have like six to seven post ! HHAHAHA

maybe i should try squeezing everything into one

but den, it'll be like waaaaaaaaa

one long piece of shit that turns ppl off

hahahahahahah

nvm , we'll see

its 3.44 in the morning

and im still missing him

someone help me, aint i suppose to feel sleepy?

okay , i;ve been missing him all along

so ... i miss him i miss him i miss him

2008-06-22T00:51:00.004+08:00

HOHOHO
i just finished my 6 pages long analysis od the THREE MIN clip
it wasnt even three min
now i gotta add in all the film vocabulary
wow , im good
im sad , very sad
TODAY
night , i need go back to school
byebye room , byebye freedom
byebye to staying up late
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oh yes
ya know , i think jerry yan cheng xu from F4 is hot!
i mean his smile , is like , heartmelting
OHHMYYYGGOOODDNNEESS
hahahaha

see what i mean? hot right?

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i miss him , like hardcore
ya know , i didnt talk to him the whole of yest
guess he'll be having a busy day tmrw
so yea .. better not disturb him
i'll be a good girl and just sit & wait :]

2008-06-21T21:48:00.002+08:00

HAHHAHAHAHHA

im posting again & again & again !

wahh , i go bathe only got something to post about !

HAHAHHAHAH

ya guys saw the news?!

it concerns beijing

i dont know who ban-ed the elderlyS who makes a living by collecting cans etc

from the city during the olympic games period

like , hello? whats the ban for?

purpose? mummy thinks its cox they want to have a good image

please la ! singapore have such a situation too

like the working elderlys not pitiful enough?

please can those guys that are so smart to have this ban

please have a heart? look at their living conditions

the more money they can earn , the better their life would be

isnt it good?

i mean like , olympics games is a good thing right?

everyone should celebrate , err , EVERYONE

yes yes . the elderly too?!

now this clever ban made them angry & frustrated?

where the happiness go ? huh? huh?

stupid la

please , the foreigners from their respective countries

im sure there are like such doing this for a living too?

so ? IF la

is really for good image , i dont know who

made this ban , did whoever think that good image for how long?

till olympics over?

what if these ppl start a fuss?

hahahahahas , on the news

ppl will pity the elderly

see where the good image go

AHAHAHAHHA

okayokay , i look stupid blogging this

but really , they are pitiful ,

i dont like ppl who bully the elderly

no respect !!! hahahahahahaha

but im serious -.=''

okay , i shall end my crapping and do my work

hahahahahahahahahahahah

2008-06-21T20:27:00.003+08:00

HELP ME

this is my i dont know how many post for todaya

but im feeling really bored thus coming here to seek some entertainment

i've been spending the last hour looking for any blogskin that interest me

but sadly too no avail

its even harder to find a simple one with the coloums the way i like it

thus i've decided to stick to this blogskin

till the day i change my mind and decide to go for something not as simple

now im fussing over how to complete my never seem to be able to finish assignments

& i cant stop being glued on the tv

or switch my attention to something else

all thanks to my super short attention span , which is really pissing me off

flim vocabulary is too profound for me thus im cracking my brains

and using up the little brain cells i have left to form a oral presentation

okay i guess i've ranted enough

& i'll go back to hmwk

damn it , its so frustrating ,

who the hell invented such thing as hmwk anyways?

ohyes , sch is gonna start like err

okay rephrase

i need to head back to my oh so home-ly jail tmrw night

best wishes to cheryl

cox she gotta stay with her oh so wonderful roommate again

and face her roommates new hairdo

i need a change

like now

2008-06-21T18:03:00.005+08:00

i realised ,
i've been bloggin for so long
yet never once , i've dedicated a post
to my super hunk , my oh-so-cute companion
my guy that always have been there for me
to listen to my rants without complains
to cheer me up , to please me
im very sure
i've never posted a pic of my loverrr
he's been with me for a year plus ya know?
yes , its that long okay
never once he despised me :)
i call that prince charming , my dardar :D
well , he's so handsome , he sweep girls off their feet
well , his type of girls :)
BUT , my poor little hunkie gotta stick with me , cox
he cant find no other :)
hahahahahas
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you guys wanna see my hunkie?
my dardar?
one of the sweetest thing that happenned to me in my secondary school life?
scroll down ya guys
to see my hunk, my lover cute :)
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ehys , he's mine little boy
no snatching , unexpected turn of event , i got hold of this bundle of joy :D
he's so much nicer to me than AHEM luhsss
hahahahahaha
MUACKS MY DEAR LITTLE DARDAR , I LOVE YOU TILL THE DAY YOU CATCH YOUR LAST BREATH , AND CHOY ! EVEN IF YOU DO , YOU"LL BE IN MY HEART TILL THE END OF TIME
I"LL NEVER FORGET THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER ,
THE JOY YOU BROUGHT ME , hahahaha
NOT FORGETTING THE FRUSTRATION
THE OBJECTION FROM MY DAD TO KEEP YOU BY MY SIDE
SEEE
MY LOVERBOY IS SO ADORABLE
MY DAD NOW , LOVES HIM TO THE CORE :)
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2008-06-21T14:14:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

I LOVE MY MUMMMMMYYY MANNNSSS :::::))))))

SHE AGREED TO LET ME BRING THE LAPPY TO SCHOOLLLL

HAHHAHAHAHAHHA , SO HAPPPPPYYY AHHHH

SHE"S THE BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST !!!!!

(p.s she agreed cox i did something for her)

HHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

2008-06-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

perfect timing

selinajie tagged mua to do this quiz

and im bored , couldnt be sooner :)

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1. people who have been tagged must do the quiz on the blog and replace a question with their own

2. Tag 6 others to do the quiz , no tagging me back

Q1. if your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?

Ans : i'll be a weepy baby and beg him to come back, IN HIS DREAMS

Q2. If you had 3 wishes, what would it be

Ans : use all 3 wishes to wish for more wishes , HAHAHAHHA

Q3. Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?

Ans : i dont know , whats worse? die?

Q4. Would you change yourself for the one you love?

Ans : aint ppl suppose to love each other for who they are?

Q5. Being loved or loving someone?

Ans : both i guess

Q6. How long would you wait for someone you love?

Ans : i dont know , i have short attention span , HAHAHA

Q7. What would you do if the guy ya admire is attached?

Ans: Erm , if he is as hot as ****** , chiong & snatch?

Q8. Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

Ans : dont get me started

Q9. butterflies in your tummy when your crush is near?

Ans: Er , sometimes

Q10. Have you found it hard before to get someone ouuta your head?

Ans : why wld i wanna take him out if i put him in there?

Q11. People currently important to you?

Ans : family , friends , HAHAH HIM LAH

Q12. Ever wanted someone but couldnt?

Ans : of cox , if i wanted that hunk on tv , you can get for me?

Q13. Ideal rlthshp?

Ans: with him , hahahaha

Q14. Are you happy with your life?

Ans: yeah , make the best outta everything

Q15. Would you give all in a rlthsp?

Ans: call me selfish but , i want my other to give all too , cox at the end of the day , im hurting myself

Q16. If you fall for 2 ppl at the same time , who wld ya pick?

Ans: dont ask me,it happenned & i made the stupidest choice ever

Q17. What kinda friends you like?

Ans : huh , liddat also ask

Q18. whats the only thing you hope for now?

Ans : The oh-so-cute guy i like to say he likes me?

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im so nice , im not gonna tag anybody to do this

HAHAHAHAHAHHA

2008-06-20T21:10:00.004+08:00

went out with mummy

she knocked even more sense into my head

by not fencing properly , im not repecting my opponent

its true ,

sorry wenxin ,

hahas , you another damn pro one :]

grats on your gold (: muacks !

okays , mum said another mother-logy

- dont keep looking back , or you'll not move forward

cool rights?

i'll not look back , but a lesson learnt :]

must remember it

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i washed my fencing bag , dont ask me why

just felt like it

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yes , i've decided to close all my ear holes

except the bottom two

hhahas , i already removed all my studs & sticks

will dettol help it close faster

im scared later i'll be tempted to out the sticks back in

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HAHAHHAHAHAHHAH

im feeling better , much better

thanks to ann (:

HAHHAHAHA

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i dont know , maybe you care , maybe you dont

i guess im just another good friend of yours

lets just not think about it

cox it only makes me frustrated

whats more to ask for

when you have oh so good friends

2008-06-20T19:20:00.003+08:00

it got me thinking
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competition was , okay ,

at first

i mean i actually could beat the australia babe

and thats good

istvan praised me , good

but it was the finals

okay , rephrase

after the finals

finals was cool , had fun

but i didnt know , by playing

i could get a lecture

okay so , i have a mindset , second is enough

but mr.neo was right , 34 women eppeiest

i fenced my life out to the finals for what?

a silver? or was i aiming for a gold

here's my answer , i dont know

i just fence .. just fence , purely just to fence

at first 34 ppl freaked the hell outta me

but i got through didnt i? so why did i fence so hard for?

ohyes , i only wanted a bronze , call me stupid i dont care

i win fencer A for what? cox Jie was pissed with fencer A ,

so , im winning her to do my Jie a favour

so why did i go crazy fencing the australia babe

cox jiao lian say we shldnt disgrace singapore , letting australia babes into top 2

so i fenced and win

the more i , myself want to win

i wont , i miss , i play , i give up

sorry ann , sorry

yes , mr.neo is right , im stupid , im not using my brains

people only remember the first

not the second , when ppl see the fs stuff

cheryl is always getting second

she's a born loser

he's right , what was i thinking? tired so?

what was training in sss for? im supposed to have a better stamina

yes , supposed

mr.neo is right again , when i go home and think about it

i'll cry , yeah ... how true

but , i dont know , i really dont know

i suck , uhuh , i do

others dream of getting into finals ,

while me? i wasted it like some free fuck

yeah. all the little brain cells i have left , are leaking out of my earholes

which got me thinking? i pierce so many earholes for what?

yeah ,,, can someone tell me?

pierce so many so ppl can call me ahlian or country bumpkin

i dont like ppl calling me that ,

im gonna close everything , fucking waste of money

i'll listen , if i ever had the chance again

i'll not waste it , true effort is lying dead tired on the floor after the match

if ever , i was given another chance ,

cheryl lim xue e , wake up your stupid idea

and fence well , do your best la

UH HUH , i will , just watch

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i know , i cant go overseas com cox of my fiancial status

im not feeling bad , actually , im feeling okay

save money anyway

its fate since i cant afford , lols

just train hard here in singapore , and when its time

its time (:

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now excuse me while i'll go comfort and make empty promises to my pitiful soul

nights

2008-06-20T01:21:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHA , ITS LIKE MORNING
AND I CANT SLEEP

AND I JUST ATE MY NOODLES
AND AND AND

IM PLAYING THIS : http://y8.com/games/Whack_Your_Boss

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

it provide A LITTLE BIT of entertainment if you can be as bored as me

i need pills , i really need pills , sleeeping pillllssss

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this is really cute , haha

came across it while trying to listen to flipside
Flipside - The Click Five

2008-06-19T23:59:00.004+08:00

okays , on a lighter note

i have no idea why i was so pissed just now

pardon me

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hahahas , he cares mans (:

he cares , he actually cares (:

im so happy im over the mood , jumping for joy on cloud nine

hahahahaha

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daddy bought a shirt for me from batam

which is yellow and has the brown wordings : LOVE HAS FAILED ME

yes , thats my daddy's taste , humourous & cute

i wore it out to dinner today

den this hawaiian guy asked me:

may i know whats on your shirt? love has,,?

mum : oh its love has failed me

guy : ..... must believe in God ...

i couldnt really hear the rest , mummy talked to him

i didnt say i word

hahahahahahahahha

YES MAN , TRUST IN THE GOD (:

i got really frustrated forcing myself to watch Catch a Fire

i think i'll watch it tmrw night

hahaha

den do my presentation , tmrw night too?

hahahahaha

procrastination is a skill man

a skill

HAHHAHA , lucky me

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nights yo , i want my dream to come true ... HAHAHHAHAHA

I WANNA FIND MY BIG BROS BLOG <>

I CANT FIND IT <>

I WILL ONE DAY , AND WHEN THAT DAY COMES
IM GONNA SPAM HIS BLOG , HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO CYCLE AT THE AGE OF 17 !

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

DAMN CUTE RIGHTS ??

2008-06-19T22:56:00.002+08:00

I DONT GET YOU MY FRIEND
i told you i had hmwk to do , and its important
i didnt only tell you i had hmwk & couldnt chat
i told my other friends too
why!? seriously , i have other frustrations , worries
can you please , just please , understand
you said you were my bestfriend
why aint you understanding me?
okay maybe im asking too much
maybe i was impatient
sorry
why? i dont get it , just why?
are you behaving this way
i didnt say i find you irritating did i?
why do you always say i have no time for you becox of him
im not tokin to him either
i told you , my hmwk is really important , and i cant rush it out in a night
i have a competition tmrw
& i dont wanna miss church becox of my hmwk
im trying to finish the movie review
why do you have to put things so crudely?
maybe okay , im a bitch , i dont want to talk to you
this is what you wanna hear right?!
what , you want me to block you?
means what? i gotta block my others friends who i told im busy too?
seriously , im tired of all this ,
noticed my friend we quarrel everytime we talk
and i dont know what to say , my patience is limited as it is
i dont wanna vent my frustration on ppl
why can my friends understand , but not you
why do you always think im finding you bothersome?
i dont ,
and im really tired trying to tell you over & over again
I DONT
i dont know ,if this is how things shld end out
let it be , cox im really tired telling you over again
call me a bitch whatever
im seriously f-up , thank you my friend for everything
or maybe ex-friend

2008-06-19T13:58:00.004+08:00

SHIT THE VIRUS
SHIT THE PERSON WHO PASSED THE VIRUS TO ME
SHIT MY STUPID WEAK IMMUNE SYSTEM
(sry,idntknw how to spell . hahaha)
OKAY ,
I THOUGHT RESTING FOR 4 DAYS COULD ACTUALLY HELP ME GET BETTER
BUT ITS GETTING WORSE -.=''
AND
CADET IS TMRW !!
I NEED TO RECOVER !!! NOWNOWNOW !!!
HELP ME ..
...............
i actually woke up at 2?!
hahahahahhahahahaha
slept at 2+ or 1+
i dont know .. hahahaha
im like some ..
somee.... hahahahahaha
nvm
................
seriously ,
im feeling , nervous already
and its one day before
cox , its cadet ! cadet !
shit , i neeed helppp
why???!!!
help help help
......
okay off to finish my hmwk (:
daddy's going for a interview now :D
good luck !
.........
all epeeist fencing today , this may come abit late ,
but GOOD LUCK GUYS , WEIYANG , NIVASH , DARREN ENG
.........
anyways , just read little's bro blog
he's good at creating poems
but .. he seems .. very ..
erm his poems seem .. sad?unhappy?mournful?filled with sorrow?
depressing? dispiriting?
lovelorn?
...
anyways , he's a great brother , HE IS MY BROTHER OKAY !
hahahaha
...........

2008-06-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

LOLS , i realised im a blogger that blogs everyday !
aahhahaha
so freaky -.=''
okay i blog cox im bored , and errr
express feeelings and allll
TODAY
pig day -.=''
slept , ate , slept ate
hahahahha
sucha slacker ! hahahaha
sch is reopening
and that is not good :(

2008-06-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

2008-06-17T23:35:00.003+08:00
DO I ACTUALLY HAVE A PLACE IN YOUR LIFE?
YES / NO ?!
why do i feel like you dont give a damn about me?
yes, yes , im overreacting
please , seriously , im getting so tired guessing
its starting to hurt
i need a answer , but i know
i wont get it
right now , i dont really care if you read my blog
well then , you'll know what im feeling
and maybe , just maybe , it;ll be good
i dont know what to do
or lets put it this way
im confused , really
at you , your actions, every single thing you do
okay , maybe the everything was exaggerating
but , ya , got my point across..
did i?
forget it , i want my chocolates now
or maybe , sant can send him to my hse tonight
but its not christmas ! hahahaha
(sorry , im sleepy)

2008-06-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

OMG , MY LEGS , OUCH OUCH OUCH
stupid slippers , -.=''
i missed training again -.=''
i feel like some stupid slacker, but its okay
school is starting soon, and training will begin again :)
...........
YES, I WATCHED THE HAPPENNING !!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
left the house at 1.30?
changed the malaysia money
den trained down to dhoby ghort
walked around cox i was super early ...
hahas ,
DAMN CLOWN ! like thr mrt station has two exits
so harvard was like waiting at the other exit , i was waiting at one
hahahahas , he walked over :)
walked to grand cathay?
im like damn noob ! like im completly lost in town !
bought the tickets, he bought popcorn & water
THE SHOW IS DAMN COOLL ! abit gross
BUT THE SELF MURDER US REALLY WOOAAAHHH
hahahs , stoned & walked around
couldnt really decide what to do :\
so ate macs , den walked around
i ate ice cream , he did too
HAHAHAHA
saw HORNY AT MACS!! HORNY AHH !
hahhahahas , i kept laughing to myself when i saw her mesg
ppl think im crazy , BUTT SO?
hahahahahahahha
walked till my leg got cut by my stupid slipper -.=''
ARGHHHH ,
harvard couldnt find his gloves ,
his mum said queensway have , soooooo
bused to his hse , HIS HOUSE DAMN BIG !
LIKE WAAAAA ! got plasters !! HAHAHAH
his mum drove us to queensway , no gloves there either
like some blur sotong, brushed my leg against i have no idea what
and presenting my ohsougly toe with cuts !!!hahahaha
his mum dropped us off the mrt station
hahaha
he trained all the way to tam with me !!
he was like yawning , yawning
den he trained back to commonwealth :)
hahahas , such a gentleman . :D
met mum , got my bubble tea !! :)
headed home
im going to watch my csi !!!
..................
oh, seriously , im falling
way too deep my boy, even though it wasnt fun
but seriously, i think i like you
forget it , i dont think you feel the same way too
if you do , please , would you tell me
maybe i dont matter,not at al to you
but i hope , maybe one day, i'll matter
just that little bit can sastify me
boy, you've no idea how much im missing you right now
so much it actually hurts

2008-06-16T13:57:00.005+08:00
maybe we just aint ...
maybe i was the one dreaming all along
maybe if i didnt read too much into it
maybe i wouldnt have fallen
maybe i should give up
maybe i should stop waiting for clues
maybe i should forget
i dont know what the hell im typing
stupid geog !! so hard to doo !!
how do you expect cheryl to sit down and read all the info !!
HOW?!
cheryl will die !!!
ARGH !!!
...............................
&&&&&&&
this sweet little post is dedicated whom i know im dedicating it to ! HAHAHAH :D
........................
yes i know im outta that sch l, but i WAS a 2/8 once
okay , i was a 2/8 for the whole year?!
i mean ,
ALL OF 2/8 WAS A CLASS TOGETHER
YOU LIKE IT OR NOT , ITS A FACT
so whats with this kind of .. i dont know how to put it
i mean , we're like only 14/15? why are everyone scheming against each other
HELLOO? aint that only happens in the adult world? -.=''
or maybe not , cox what , you guys hate each other -.=''
oh , ITS A CLASS THINGY
C . L . A . S . S
if not the WHOLE CLASS is involved , what shit is this?
its not called class , HELLOS?
its called : your own happy gathering?!
i mean , if you're that petty & calculative , HUH
i cant do anything , im just curious ,
annoyed , pissed at what this world is becoming -.=''
if ppl are like that at the age of 14/15 , i cant imagine what you'll be when you're older
like , some scary scheming multi-faced , guy that plots against everyone that goes against you.
ITS SCARY OKAY !
...........
on a lighter note , I NEED TO WATCH MY SHOW BY THIS THURS?
I WANNA WATCH IT NOW !! NOW !!
maybe i should just tell him , I WANNA WATCH IT NOW !!
HAHAHAHHAHA
........
stupid geog , kill my brain , help meeeeee

2008-06-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

GREAT ONE ! APPLAUSE PPL ! APPLAUSE !
okays , here's one :
i am not together with DL , noooooo ,
STUPID GUYS , THANKS FOR MAKING EVERYONE
MISUNDERSTAND!
ARGHHHHHHH ! im so sad ,
and second :
even I.A has a girlfriend ,
im like ... :'(
and third :
why cant he be more direct? daring? HUHHH ?!

2008-06-15T15:34:00.004+08:00

YOS , ITS DADDY"S DAY MANNN!!

hahahs , me & biggy bro gonna cook dinnner :D

hahahas , suprise for them once they come back from batam ! :)

HAHAHAHA

shit , i miss him !!!

hhahahahahaha , forget it

how i wished those 2 messages last night were from him -.=''

nvm , they were still sweet anyways :D

thanks guys :)

i still cry when watching im not stupid , HHAHAHAHA

im so noob luhs , but its damn touching can :')

2008-06-15T00:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DADDY"S DAY !!!
HAHAHAS
...........
i dont know , maybe its me , maybe its just us
just one sentence , can really leave me thinking
yes , we dont have anything to talk about huh
nothing in common , no interest , nothing
do whatever you want
i hsve no right to stop , i dont think its even right for me to bother
sometimes you seems interested , sometimes you totally dont care
why am i bothering? cox im stupid to fall for you
hopelessly thinking there would actually be an ending
i was the one who said rlthshps are complicated,confusing
why am i getting myself into this again?
cox when im bout to give up
you came and crushed my efforts
seriously , its unbearable , knowing you're there
but not mine to hold
whatever ,
and another thing is , trust
yes , trust
is almost natural for you to place trust in family members/relatives
but friends? time is needed to built it
yet somehow , why are my close ones , seemingly always the ones who break it
for trusting them , am i wrong ,
when they break my trust , i am in the wrong ?
why ? cox i should know better?not to trust?
whats with this world , im freaking shagged
yet , all this nonsense?
fuck my homework, fuck the training, fuck the politics
no one is there , NO ONE
whatever , my life is made to throw away
or maybe someday i'll realise im made for something
but now , when i need a shoulder , a listening ear
all i have is emptiness around me
oh excuse me , while i'll put on a brave front
and pretend all is jolly
some things , which are not meant to be kept inside , will be afterall
now , have a good day ,
while i'll emo my pathetic soul to sleep

2008-06-14T19:03:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAH
its like my third post for the day !
cox im really bored , and i wanna go out for a walk , shit ,
i cant seems to focus and do my hmwk , so i shall do tmrw?
hahahas
shit , now im panicking who's gonna take my prize for me ,
lols , im like desperately trying to find someone to help me .
argh , its 7.05 , its over
hahahaha
byebye my prize
.......
here's some retarded pictures i took due to boredom !!
hahahas

2008-06-14T12:59:00.002+08:00

there's this really irritating guy which is f-irritating
which is really f-up and keeps asking f-personal questions
which i have no intention of replying , i TRIED TO BE NICE and not block him
but the ljb really got on my nerves abd i blocked him
oh sorry , i do not wanna make friends with a f-ker and the thought
of going to movies , beaches , chatting with you DISGUST ME
thank you f-face , now im angry & pissed at your totally uncivilised behaviour
are you really that desperate my "friend"?
tsktsk , if i could , I WOULD SLAP YOUR FACE FOR BEING SO INSENSITIVE AND
FANCY YOU SUCH AND UGLY-D PREYING ON LITTLE GIRLS
HHAHAHAHAHA
DO NOT FALL PREY TO THESE KINDA PPL MAN :)
WARNINGGGGG , NEVER , NEVER MEET THESE KINDA PPL :)
thats all i gotta say ,

2008-06-14T12:36:00.002+08:00

YOS
back from chalet :D
the aircon was sooo cold luhs ! ahahaha
i took bigbro's hoodie and wore it to sleep :)
haha , woke up at 9.45?
packed up , checked out , ate
biggybro went home first cox he's not feeling well :(
little cuzzie went home the night before -.=''
so means i gotta cycle her bike back home :(
aunt took cuzzie bike instead , while i took hers
cox of my freaking long legs -.=''
little-est cuzzie went to the beach to play with the sand
saw her friend , they played soccer and sand together
i just watch and make sure nothing goes wrong
cycled home luhsssss , my butt , my aching butt
the seat is super uncomfortable :(
i dont wanna go down to clementi today
shall ask someone to get it for me :D
hahahaha , im so lazzyyyyy :(
TMRW IS DADDYS' DAYYY YOO
RMB ! hahahaha
me & biggy bro going to cook for him :D
they'll reach singapore 6+
so cooolll , SUPRISE MUMMY & DADDY ! :)
:::DDD
...........
i like staring out at the sea , taking a stroll at night in a park
its really calming , but apparently , i couldnt yest
and it was my only chance , oh , tonight too
lols , i wna gooooo
........
hahahas ,
like someone wanted to say pretty , he was like petty
i was like fine luhs , call me petty
he said yes you are
hahas , i spelled it out like P.E.T.T.Y
den he realised spelled wrongly
SOOO CUUTTTTTEEEEE . OOMMMGGGG !
hahas , okay stop
..........
seriously , i was sooo happy yest night
he actually cared ! but nothing will happen .. who want ?
maybe he is just as nice to everyone else , im thinking too much
help me , this has to stop
nothing will come out of it , yet im hopelessly dreaming bout it
_I_
i wish i could i stop , please
i wna see his pink braces !! so cooollllll :)

2008-06-13T20:01:00.003+08:00

ABCDEFGGGGG
cheryl says hi to the world , ~
OMG , i filled my pathetic gastric stricken , motion sick stomach
with tons & tons of bbqed marshmallows !!!!! :)
SO NICE , SO STICKY , SO SWEEETTT
...........
hahahahahahahahaha
OMG , i was like soooo happy in the morning , i woke up and saw his sms !!
HAHAHAHAHA
call me crazy , fa hua chi , desperate ! whatever
hhahahas , okay maybe i am , hahhas , sorry cant control myself -.=''
...........
hahahs , gotta play with cuzzie and her friends now
they're so young , yet they learn to insult & make fun of each other :(
...........
boy i miss you , i really do
are you leading me on? or isit true?
please tell me ,

2008-06-13T10:54:00.001+08:00

hohohoho
im gonna go there , fence ,
GO BACK TO CHALET AND HAVE ME MARSHMALLOWS !!
hahahhhahahah
aunty sponsering my cabfare !! MUACKSSSS !!
.................
dont wanna raise my hopes up
and watch them fall each time

2008-06-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

HOHOHOS !
okays , junior is tmrw !!! TMRWWWWW
HOOWWW???!! and so many ppl competing ..
LOLs , nvm , training practise yo
relax , relax , relax
..................
okays , family chalet today :D
hahas , had fun mans ,
ate like so many bbq marshmallows , LIKE SUPER YUMMY
and the food , i was like eating like some pig
hahahahas , i actually swam today ,
....................
and the sad thing is , mummy & daddy are going batam tmrw FOR CHURH STUFF
little bro is going for camp , so left me & biggy bro
till sunday :(
...........
HOHOHO , i found so many partneers man!!!
to watch kungfu panda with me , and the happenning with me !!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYY :D
gotta have fun before sch reopens , and shit , i havent start on the two most important hmwk
GEOG ESSAY & ENG PRESENTATION
guess i'll rush it out next week , wish me luck man
AND MATHS !
SHIT
i hate hmwk , i hate hmwk , i hate hmwk
one week left ! and so much hmwk is yet to be done !!!
HELP MEEEE PLEASESE
..............
hhahahahahas , im freaking happy cox he mesged me !! he mesged me!!!
WOAHHHH
but i know it'll b temp
no long after he'll be back to ignoring me
shucks , im no toy , but i cant help but give in
.............
i screwed up , like big time ..
please ,i wanna clearthings up , but i dont know what to say or do
i'll just hope you forget me , if whatever you said to me was true
i really dont deserve you , there're so many better ones out there
i dont deserve it , i really dont

2008-06-12T02:05:00.001+08:00
FAR AWAY . nickleback
.
.
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
.

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
.

One my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
.
[CHORUS]

.
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
.
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
.....
i like this song , cox it deccribes how i feel
LOLs , kill me , cox im dying anyway

2008-06-12T00:14:00.005+08:00

CUT THE CRAP SHORT
IM FG CONFUSED
CAN SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTAND GUYS TEACH ME WHAT TO DO?
SERIOUSLY, IM AT A LOSS
..........
boy, i wishwish , you could be here for me
.............
okay , family chalet TODAY
yes , today is 12june2008,1.35am
shit , i've learnt to forget
yes , to be ignorant of my surrondings
to dont care what i did , and blah blah
mummy bigbro&littlebro went to find daddy at suntec to watch free movies
in th middle of the night , erm midnight movie
yes , i've decided to stay at home cox my mood is _I_
now , im regretting it , MY KUNGFU PANDAAAA !! :"(
SADDDDDDDDDD
like why was i so stupid , damn i need emotion control class
siaaaaaa , listening to music improves my fickle mood
so for now , i dont know why im feeling happy
weird huh , when im feeling like some ass many minutes ago
LOLS , i'd imagine me emoing now a few minnutes ago
but no , im craving for chocolates now , i'll go stuff my pitiful stomach with it
im gonna do my hmwk now , science hmwk to be exact ,
seems like i've returned everything to mrs.teo(sci teacher)
i'll go revise mean time
................
i guess i'll just leave him alone , its the best thing
i dont wanna make things worse
.......
its funny i have so many things to post about early in the morning
i need God , i wna go church now
i needa confess
............
guy, i can never guess you no more
maybe it was a one moment thing after all
but to let you know , not all has faded , and im sure
it'll be back

2008-06-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

I WASTED A DAY JUST LIKE .. "POP"
shit , i didnt go training today , ahahas
whatever , call me a slacker
i think maybe if there is training tmrw
i'll head down
i still cant find my paathetic buscard. LIKE WHY?!
tmrw
men's epee are competing yo
GOOD LUCK WEIYANG NIVASH & LESTER!
hahas , own those ppl mans !
shit , does adelyn know bout junior? -.=''
why cant she just create an email , waste me $ calling her
and best is , she seldom ans or reply smses ,
SO HOW WOULD I KNOW IF SHE KNOWS HUH
ARGH , like junior is just...
just... FRIDAY
gosh , im totally not prepared ... still noooooobbbbyyyyy
i dont want to be some tyco shit again :(
............
AIYAH <>
SHIT , HOWWWWWW
.............
you sad? i wanna say something to comfort
but i dont want to seem irritating
damn .. whats with me
whats with guys
whats with love

2008-06-11T00:37:00.002+08:00

SO WHAT? YOU CARE OR YOU DONT?
YES?NO? WHAT NOW?
UHHUH , I GET IT , INDIRECTLY TELLING ME FRIENDS?
YES OKAY , AS MISLEADING AS IT MAY BE
BOY , YES FRIENDS , UNLESS OTHERWISE
I DO HOPE YOU'D OPEN UP AND JUST SAY THOSE THREE WORDS BOY
COX YOU GOT ME SPINNING , AND IM NOT STOPPING TILL YOU HELP ME
BY SAYING NO

2008-06-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

GOGOGO RED DEVILS
hahahas
seeeeeeeee , red devils okays , dont play play
all red&black
..............
NIVASH : red shirt , red&black fencing bag , red& black handphone
WEIYANG:black bag, red& black shoe bag, red shirt, black hphone
ME:black&red fencing bag,red shirt,red&black hphone
............
cool rights ?
soory i look really untidy cox just finish training -.=''
i wanna go tanglin today , but
caouldnt find my buscard,& i have no cash on me
siannnnssss
.............
training was fun luhhssss
hahahas m should train more more more more !
junior & cadet is up yoooo !
...........
okay , hmwk later ,,,, wohooooosss
-.=''
........
boy,you seem to bother a moment
next you dont
why? stop playing , i cant take it
whatever , i am loser , bigdeal
i miss you

2008-06-09T23:53:00.002+08:00
i dont get guys
and yet people say girls are hard to understand
i mean one moment they bring ya hopes up
the next thing you know they completely ignore you
shit it man , shit it
ohyes , i've planned to watch kungfu panda alonne
quiet time is good
just abit too lonely

2008-06-09T18:32:00.002+08:00
couples tiffs ,
couples quarrels,
inevitable definitely.
but wont they ever rememeber
why did they fall for each other in the beginning?
with love they have,
why quarrel , why argue?
patience is the key isn't it?
if both are demanding,unreasonable
will it work out?
never thought for that special one?
to forgive & forget?
to accept once more with open arms?
or to push away , and all else fades
jealousy , stupid devil
stirring , leading , brewing trouble
why not , just try , once more
to trust in the lover you once knew
to leave them up to it ,
with confidence , no quarrels , no tiffs
and to prevent the jealousy mischeif
all else works , wont it?
isnt what happy little couples want?
a forever?

2008-06-09T17:32:00.002+08:00

okay , i feel so lazy to go training today at clementi
ITS SOOO FARRRR , 40-50 mins on one way train ride
imagine i gotta come home too
and i did train in sch today , abit
okays , i've decided , im going training at tanglin tmrw
hahas
with wenxin & crystal , cool mans
im still struggling with my maths hmwk
i really cant rmb a single shit teacher taught
sian , i wish i was some smart alex that knew everything
haha
so cool , i wouldnt feel so frustrated trying to complete my maths hmwk :(
im now doing geog , hahas
easier , just read textbook and research
i wanna be a maths pro , help me luhs
i feel so stupid , oh yes i am
HAHA
got really irritated during training today
yes i know im a noob , i dont mind you telling me cox i know
i know
but please , i dont know why , i get irritated at you easily
sorry for guai lan-ing you
hahas
okay bright side , coach is nice mans :D
ahahahahahha
OHYES
DID I MENTION ONLY ME WEIYANG & NIVASH WENT FOR TRAINING TODAY
and like all of us were red house in t-shirts
and our bags were like
mine : red black
weiyang:red&white
nivash:red&black
LOLS , damn funny ah
andandand
all of us were irritated at ahem ahem
hahahahahahas
damn funny cans
..........
should i go out later?
nias , i wanna study , hahas
.......
good or bad?
i dont feel the same way fro you anymore
just a little

2008-06-09T00:13:00.002+08:00
confession , a way to let your feelings known
some get happiness , others sorrow
rejection , painful as death ,
sad as torture
while acception is what they hoped for
kill their dreams , fantasy ,
they'll stand on their feet again ,
sratched bruised like before ,
now stronger , braver to face th world
happy little couples last long ,
but once set on th truth
more torn and tattered they'll be
rejections are laughing
at pitiful souls ..
who once thought heaven was in grasped
who's th winner ,
obvious truth , hard cold floor
dead , dying , hanging
better prepared , better armed
lalala souls happily dreaming
of an inexistence world , so called happy world
face the fact , accept , and lives goes on my dear

2008-06-08T21:54:00.004+08:00
its not mine to be
unfair , yes . damn tyco shit

ever felt you had something that doesnt belong to you
that you dont deserve it , you got it based on luck
..........
sians , thats me now .
im so noob , yet .....
so tyco ....
i feel bad lying ...... buttttttttt
no choice ... lols
.........
okays , like kimie came to fence ..
she like super good ... BUT
hahahahahahs , ann is better !
she's like soooooo prrooooo mans
lols , damn cooollllll !!!!!!
like super style when she fence kimie , super style !!!!
like the way she scores , like makes me go
O.O
0
like , wow wow wow , damn zai cans
like , AIYAH , CONCLUSION SHE"S DAMNDAMNDAMN COOOLLLLL !!!
.........
wwent to eat dinner and yes i am home
i wanna go training at clementi tmrw :)
lets see how things go tmrw
.........
gosh, you dont understand dont you
im only making myself look more stupid
i'd rather watch it myself , alone
yes , i'd laugh with me myself & i
fullstop ya
thanks for asking anyway ... LOLS

2008-06-07T23:06:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA
i have no idea why was i so moody just now
thought things over
haha
life's not over laaaaa
hahaha , just needa train , tmrw comp
take as training ya
after watching a movie with sweet happy ending
im happy :D
ahahahahs , im so childish ...
can we talk more? not so little
i want more !
KUNGFU PANDA ANYBODY?
and he better talk to me tmrw
better , he said so , i hold him to that :)
maybe gonna watch kung fu panda on monday :D
hahahhahaha , i dont care who is going
i just wanna watch !!!!!
..........
yes , my dear nivash thank you ! hohoho
i owe you one man , LOLs
CREATIVITY YO , it went to waste ! hahaha
.............
hahahahahahs , i like ppl calling me dear -.=''
sounds nice eh , i should change my name to Lim Dear
hahahs , chinese name err. 大娥
notice i didnt change me 娥
hahahahhahahaha , -.=''
JOKIN MANSSSS

2008-06-07T19:36:00.005+08:00

GOOOOOOOOODDDDD ROOOOCKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSS
oh , GOD ROCKS !
church church , gosh i cant believe i actually missed service for so long !
it feels good to be back in th house of God ! :)
HEART OF WORSHIP IS A SUPER NICE SONG KAYYY ! :)
like , before service went with little bro to centra;l for bubble tea
& suddenly , i thought i might get cancer , for like drinking so much bubble tea
with pearl
......................
service was awesomeeeeeeeeee !
megalife rocks hardcore laaaaaaa !
...................
im so "happy" , hahahahahahahhahahahahaha
competition tmrw
im totally unprepared , im just going there
and fence , den come home
hahahaha
seriously , i think my interest in fencing is seriously saying byebye
im fencing just for the sake of fencing
YOUTH OLYMPICS , these two words
motivate me no more , i dont wanna go
i just wanna study , church ,
thats all .
shit , i need my interest back ...
i wanna do badly tmrw .. i feel like
i want everyone to be disappointed in me , i want them to see no hope in me
i wanna fence at my pace , slowly
just for fun .. not competitive?
how?! shit ...
i really no mood , seriously ... and im not feeling well
wow , im sure , tmrw will be the longest day of my life
& he;s not online .... how i wish life could end here
lols , im just to lazy to continue ...
.......................
ihavecreatedfriendsteragain,yesimbored,haha,dontbotheradding
......................
where's a shoulder when i need want.?
where's a ear to listen to my complaints.?
who's there to reassure me about my future.?
who's there to care.?
im seriously f**king tired
tell me whhy , im not weak , i know ,
but now? changing for th worse . hohoho
The Heart of Worship - John Tesh

2008-06-07T12:11:00.000+08:00
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
DONT ASK ME WHY :)
LALALALALALALALA

2008-06-06T23:04:00.003+08:00

SENTOSA BABAYYY !
and yes , i've changed my blog skin ,
i want simple , i've got simple :)
hahahaha
had fun at sentosa , with
wenxin eugene evelyn elleyn(sry if i spell wrongly)
the sad thing is , mr.neo is leaving prcs ,
ohoh , many fencers coming into sports school next year i think , I THINK
im having a mixed feeling bout it ...
................
hahahs , just msn-ed with little bro
he's in my dad's room , while im in my room using bro's lappy
discussing wanna go supper not
aint he cute? hahahaha
he's out now buying chicken rice for all of us , :)
touched , thats MY BROTHER , dont snatch
.........
sian , he's not replying
ah , whatever .... this aint nothing
...........
church tmrw!!!! yes ... im prouda myself
worship like maddddddddd
training tmrw morning , woooooaaaaahhhh
i needa go clementi soon man , or i'll be like dead piece of rotten chicken meat
lets just pray zhao doesnt get angry , cox
i dont think i'll go down at all , just train at prcs .. funnnnnooooo
plus the distance is really getting onto me
i can sit , or stand or walk to long
or my back will like act up again ... so ...
DAMN , he cant know im training at prcs he'll get angry ..
or maybe he wont bother ... shit
im dead im dead im dead help help help

2008-06-06T11:11:00.002+08:00
morning training was okay
i know im super slow :(
i'll try to improve !!! hahaha
unexpected turn of events ,
off to sentosa for water based training i'll go
hahahahaha
competition this sunday
im gonna get thrashed like some bullshit again
whatever , life is like this

2008-06-06T01:24:00.003+08:00

yes im boreed , hahahaha , bros lappy is fun

2008-06-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

YES YES YES YES
im super happy luhhhhhhhh
hahahahahhaha
ya ya ya know yest by th time i reached home
he's like offline already
but today he is , most probably cox i reached home earlier today !
so so so , got to msn with him !!! ::DD
damn shiok luh , LOLs ,
...............
LITTLE BROTHER DANIEL LIM , I KNOW YOU READ MY BLOG
WHY ARE YOU NOT TAGGIN HUH?
I TAGGED YOURS !!! LOVE YOUUU BROO ! (JK)
.............
trained in the morning today !!! hahahs
went to the 11-1 training , seriously
the timing is damn short .... why 2 hours only?
i wanna train longer , better ya?
hahahahaha ,
darren eng & my equipment like stink to th max !!
spamming his deo spay on our equip ,... hahahs
i miss prcs training . :(
coach is damn coooolllll , damn cooolll
and patient , cox i keep commiting th same mistakes
he didnt scold just remind , but could tell he was pissed off :(
so , next time , must correct first , and make good use of time training with coach :D
.................
rushed home , popcorn again today
hahahaha
600+packets today, lols , so tiring
most probably cox my legs are aching hardcore
as its been a long time i trained this hard , and yes
ITS DAMN SHIOK!! :)
liddat confirm sure will have good foundation ... i like :)
wait for daddy to finish work
took 36 to katong? ate minced meat noodles , cabbed home
i just realised cab fares are really ex
like imagine how much $ can you save if you dont take cabs for 6 months?
ALOT YYA KNOW
........
training tmrw morning & night
shiok ..... hahahaa
me likey seh
but i'll be reaching home real late :(
and he wont be online anymore :(
sian , ............... my heart ache , hahahaha
............
AND I"VE BEEN THINKING
i mean even if we die now , yes there will be regrets
but , like if God calls you back to his side earlier ,
i mean one should feel honoured right? like cox God calls you!
To help HIM? To be at HIS service , my mum thinks so too :)
so ,,,,, hahahaa
..................
good luck to whom may need it
God will bless ya :)
win it kay

2008-06-04T23:49:00.004+08:00

DANG, i miss * luhsss
like whole day nvr tok to * , he wont even bother if he toks to me
so i dont understand why do i bother so much -.=''
............
okays , went for training today
like bloody , i really suck lah
i cant even lock properly , disangage properly
ohoh , mr.istvan was there , cool
started from th basics , i really needed that :D
i wanna start all over again ,,, better for me ya
trainn train train
...............
saaaa.... home !
bathed and all , couldnt find my buscard -.=''
okay , den fetched little cuzzie & off we went to dad's place
reached there , started to pack th popcorns !
lols , i bet like we've packed over thousands of popcorns today
oh wait , we did ! :)
blah blah blah
pics will so some of th talking

..............
dinner
.........
home ....
training tmrw ! GOOD !
i need training , much much more !
yipppeeee ?
...........
.........
sian , didnt get to talk to him today..
sad sad sad
.......

2008-06-03T23:51:00.002+08:00

yea , tokin to horny now
.....
....
being wishy washy hurts others ya
wondered how many ppl you've hurt before?
what goes around comes around?
guys,girls all th same
.........................
CSI today was quite cool , i mean th beginning
where this women was crucified in a catholic church
scary ..
...........
didn go training today
really tired , coughed th whole night thanks to ice cream + bubbl tea
but im going tmrw
i wanna train , i wanna improve , i wanna be good
i don wanna suck
..............
woke up at 4? hahas , yes 4
a pig huh ..
cooked and eat
went to airport at 7?
topped uo th key , met mum at tampines
blahblahblah
went home
................
sian , no goodbyes anymore?
tsktsk

2008-06-02T22:25:00.005+08:00

this post is gonna be really long & wordy
well , all my posts are wordy cox im lazy to take pictures:(
uh yeah , i have no idea how i found so many things to post about ..
they're gonna come in bits & pieces , so ..
sorry
.....................
to ***** : sorry , seems like i've been making you upset & stuff
not wanting to follow you , i had a reason ,
seniors are going to race soon , just let me stone with them a little while longer?
yes , if i was free , i would follow you ,
being suh an asshole, giving reasons not to follow you
afraid you might think you my friend , is less important than others
but by doing that , im hurting you again?
sorry , i really have no idea what to do
yes , shouldnt have attitude you with my tone
you know i dont mean to , i dont feel good either
knowing what i've done , i sleep on it
im not worth , you , your patience , your tolerance
..........................
went to watch CONGKAK with dan & harvard :D
im speechless , i think i'll describe it as :
weird show
okay , found some meaning in that show & its ending totally #$^
meaning: God protects his children from the satans?
crap: ending like some magic show , WOO , boom , monster disappears
went to eat at th food court after that ,
everyone was like stoning ah , & i thought i was th quiet one :)
stone stone , stone stone stone
decided to walk to ws to drink bubble tea , rephrase
cox I WANNA DRINK BUBBLE TEA(:
bubble tea makes me high , yes
honey red tea makes me high
i gotta add that in(:
stoned at at mrt entrance ... dan left
went to eat ice cream ... hahas :D
long time since i ate mac ice cream
talk stone talk stone talk stone
he headed home , i headed home
damn , one of these days , im gonna walk home from ws again!!!!! :))
hahas , i took the bus this time
....................................
people do read my blog! yes?!
&&&&&&& FYI
im not emo , and my blog is very lively okay
NOT EMO:)
hahahaha , why are people reading , NOT TAGGIN HUH HUH HUH
................................
MUMMY IS SUPER SWEET YA ((::
LIKE SO SWEET TILL THE HONEY BEES ARE FLOCKING TO HER
mummy called while i was waiting for dan&harvard
i mentioned i didnt bring my jacket , & no one to hug me when im cold in th cinema
guess what , SHE BROUGHT MY JACKET FOR ME!!! ::DD
she's honey sugar sweet!
little cuzzie came too , cox they planned to head ws for dinner
hahaha, didnt wear my jacket though
too busy clutching it
hahahahaha
.............................
yes , officially , my patience level from like 2/10
has shoot up to 7/10 ever since the starting of the year:D
cox of patience with roommate , and patience to wait for people who are late
hahahs , i've realised ... ever since the start of the year , im always waiting for diff people
but im still waiting right? so ya , get my point(:
...........................
HAHAHAHHA , saw erzi today seh !
hahaha
he's like SO SO TALL
damn , it s a good thing for guys
not for me ...
saw riona too !
.......................
mummy daddy & little cuzzie are watching NARNIA now
hahahahahha
hope they enjoy it !(:
.....................
OHHOHHHOHH
im going to church next week !! yes yes ! church !
damn i seriously misunderstood her :(
friend's dad grounded her & confiscated her fone thus
she couldnt reply me..
damn , i am really childish & immature
gotta grow up , so i'll stop hurting ppl feelings
and control me emotions for him so i'll stop missing him
even though i just saw him
LALALALALALA
im being very random today
.......................
to: my very serious cursh , infatuation ,
boy who sets my heart racing ,
they guy i think i like/love/adore/admire
that oh so charming cute handsome guy called .........
stop tempting me ,
please , stop
i want you to hold me in your arms
i want you to hold my hand
you , itself is a drug
seeing is hurting me enough
when will my pitiful dream will come true
and i'll see myself in your arms , feeling your warmth
knowing its not a dream , its reality , and its that sweet
i wanna lean on your shoulder , or you lean on mine
rest if we're tired , play if we're happy
together , me & my dreams , knowing it'll never come true
knowing it'll be crush , yet i still place high hopes
am i thinking too much?or its true?
there's something her between us?
this torture must stop , but , your voice , mesgs are enough
to kill my determination to end this , and bring back my fairytale dreams once more
........................
* guess apologies from me will never work for you again
**i wanna watch more meaningful movies
***im missing him now even though ...........

2008-06-02T14:44:00.001+08:00

lols , i THINK im gonna watch congkak
i think , no news yet -.=''
sian , official hell training starts tmrw
i dont think can handle luh
i'll just break down & shut off
end of it , LOLs

2008-06-01T18:30:00.000+08:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Myspace Quizzes For Fun

2008-06-01T18:19:00.002+08:00

Great!
i did something meaningful today by
tidying up & clearing my room !
i spent like 4 hours inside my room packing it up!
and i left my phone in the living room
HAHAHAS
see , i can survive w/o a phone :)
yes , now , i want to start on my homework!
see , im such a good girl ....
homework turns people off?
hahas , it turns me on , FOR NOW
..........................
*5th june?^^
**damn i miss ~

2008-05-31T23:58:00.001+08:00
"Love, cheer up ok.
Even if you delete your friendster, facebook or whatever,
You'l always have your friends.
I'll always be here if you need me yeah?
Cheer up! :DD Love ya babe! "
seee, she's super sweet
horny wrote this on her lj ...
damn , i love her , hardcore ,
babe you rock my life!

2008-05-31T21:25:00.001+08:00
sheep says to the person she likes:
i really really like ya (:(as if she dares to)

2008-05-31T17:24:00.001+08:00

im pissed , damn pissed
i didnt go church , reason? shall not say , i wont even be bothered
im having th urge to spout vulgarities right now ,
but i'd made a promise , i'll keep it ,
Y#$*&(%&*$)&@#$!
................
i deleted mua friendster acc again -.=''
im thinking of deleting my facebook too =.-''
im seriously growing tired of everything
maybe one day , i'll delete this blog too
guess im turning into some no-life that trains and nothing else
good luck , cheryl , good luck
.................
nothing is working out
turning its back on me
one day , i'll see light , just that day
maybe he'll notice how stupid i've turned for him
maybe he'll appreciate it
and slap me so i'll wake up

2008-05-31T12:02:00.004+08:00

"What happens if dawn doesn't come?
Will we all be left in the darkest moments of our lives?
Where our bloods flow and tears run dry?
If that happens,what will it take for dawn to appear?
A single smile?
That would be impossible,wouldn't it?
Everyone will be in misery,everyone will be engulfed in their darkness.
How will there be anyone who could be happy from such a sight?
When everyone is hating each other,how can there be true love?
How can there be happiness? How can there be friendship
?How many people would even remember how the good moments of their life feel like?
Perhaps,maybe this is how the world will come to one day,
with all the discrimination,all the hurt,and all the pain.
Maybe,just maybe,This is a fate that can never be avoided. That of self destruction"
My little bro posted this at his blog , cool eh?
..........................
&&&& channel 5 CSI advertisement showed this:
'Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting him not to.' John Albert Halili
............................
true? up to you to think :)
............................
OKAY ,
im gonna cut my hair later , but i like it the way it is now , CRAZY
haha , i dont want to cut some werid hairstyle , no way man
suggestions? i guess not
okay , im hungry , AGAIN
damn , im like possesed by some fat person
or is just me ?
in what way i dont look 53kg? SIOL
looks are deceiving :D
okay , shall end my nonsense here
the sticky chewy chocolate is working up
......................
to end it off :
CONGKAK ANYONE???????????????????
(or i'll watch it myself !)
.....................
si'll carry no more hopes
and leave my pitiful soul back to heal
i dont want to see your face
but i cant help thinking about it
i guess u're just nice , im th stupid one here
blame you?for being unresistably charming?
or myself? fo not being able to control myself?
this is for not heeding advices , but now
its head over heels , yes im good at cover ups
but this time , im spilling everything when talking to you
im making it obvious? blame it on your charm my dear

2008-05-30T22:26:00.004+08:00

its my third post for the day !
LAST MIN MOVIE WITH BLEE FAV & HARVARD(:
i wanted to watch CONGKAK , but they wanted Narnia , so ya
watched NARNIA
PETER IS SO FREAKING HOT LAAA !
TSSSSSSSKKKKKK
im rather unhappy with th seating , so uncomfortable(:
ate mac after that , talked
met up with mum&dad
ate at new york
went ws , ate swensens
HAD FUN OKAY , FAMILY DINNER ROCKS
daddy was super lame (:
now im like super fat , and i dont want to sleep
cox all my food will turn into FATS
so im playing com , but mom dont allow !
hahas , i'll talk my way into it
LOLS LOLS LOLS LOLS LOLS
...............
gee , im missing him already
yes , i've just realised sticky chewy chocolate ice cream make me high
the last time i ate it , i started talking non stop &
blabbering rubbish
its happening again , lols , i've like screwed up
bad impression ? i hope not !
swear i'll never eat that again !(maybe)
............
this is cute:

1. Hug her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends
together.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,
deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her
more than you, deny it. Fight back
and hug her tight so she can't
get to her friends, it makes her
feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you
whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the
waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about
her.
One last thing you need to do to show
her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her
car- it makes her feel protected,
plus it never hurts to act like a
gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything -
only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something
wrong, ask her- if she denies
something being wrong, it means
SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-
so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls
you know !!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. Don't lie to HER.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the
morning and tell her have a good
day at work {or school}, and how
much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she
needs you, & even when she doesn't
need you, just be there so she'll
know that she can ALWAYS count on
you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT !!
31. Hold her close when she's cold so
she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE, hold her close
and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEKS (it will
give her the hint that you want to
kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm
around her and then she will
automatically put her head on
your shoulder, then lean in and
tilt her chin up and kiss her
LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even
jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up for
her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell
her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put
her head on your chest so she can
listen to the steady beat of your
heart. Link your fingers together
while you whisper to her as she
rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other
grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her, HOLD her in your
arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wish
her SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe
away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love
her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how
much you love her and then bend
down to her face and kiss her
while sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needs
just a little bit more love
Repost this in 20 sec. or you will lose
the one you care about the most!

2008-05-30T14:34:00.003+08:00

new day , new beginning
what was lost , can never be replaced
but the future is not all lost
.
.
YES , im really happy
go read mylittle bro's blog :)
he actually is happy me & big bro ar coming back! :D
and he is rejoicing cox im going church tmrw ! :DD
thats my little bro , i super love him luhsss ! :D
hahaahaha , YES IM GOING TO WATCH A MOVIE LATER!!!!
good good good , cox im practically rotting at home(::::

2008-05-30T00:12:00.003+08:00

SHIT
I JUST SCREWED EVERYTHING UP
&@#^^%$
shit , im sore all over
and my back is acting up again , damn
im growing older faster then i expected

2008-05-29T23:30:00.005+08:00

im back from camp
had fun , caving , abseiling down a waterfall & white water rafting
shall not elaborate , cox ..
i did mention th main purpose of this trip was *AHEM* ya?
yes , these few days was dun , hell fun , and hell painful
i feel like some dried bruised up china women now
........................
i really hate this ,like why? i knew didnt i,by liking him , im just being plain stupid.but still went ahead and fell for it.from just a crush to a huge crush for a note , that made me smile to myself? am i just being too childish , yes , maybe but there's no way back now, crushing/liking/admiring/adoring him hardcore now,longing to see him every moment , is just stupid,but , cheryl does stupid things.i told* , a moment thing,* told me not to take it too seriously.i tried , like really , but it doesnt help
i hae no idea , the feelings over these few days ..hallucination?or was it really there?i've like hit rock bottom.everything is you , you , you.why did i do this to myself? no idea.he'll never read this ,yes i know what i say last time,short?i dont give a fking damn no more.hissmilemakesme go wohoo!like some crazy shiti just want to get close to him , i like knowing he is nearby.i like the way he calls my name even though it sounds wrong , damn it , i cant explain ,it seems like a twosided thing , but thinking more ,he maybe just being nice .. and im the one pushing it i brought this upon myself

2008-05-26T11:21:00.005+08:00

CAMP IN PERAK FROM MON -THURS
So:
i'll be missing , dont call , dont mesg , dont whatever:)
unless you really miss me , i'll not reply you :]
TATATTATATA
damn it
God Bless Me
................
th only thing i look forward to is seeing you
even though , we'll not talk
yes , im longing for you
..................
people are viewing , not tagging?
gosh , they must really like hate me luhs , LOLS
..................
to end it all :
We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all
Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause'
Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not any more
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind'
Cause it's overI swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied
Oh I ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversations short and sweet because
'Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not any more
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause baby it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved you before
And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better
Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's overI swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's overI swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

2008-05-25T21:55:00.006+08:00

how can i be sure if ya are true
and not fall hard again like i did
.
this is going to be a long long post i think
so dont say i din warn or anything :)
.
ohkay , i was up like 7 i the morning !!
and was out the whole day till nine ! : D
feels goooodd !
.
.
okay woke up like so early on a SUNDAY morning
headed down to t2 to top up da key ,
bought mac for cousin(s)
headed home , passed mac to aunt
out i went again ! :d
trained down to orchad mrt , its damn far from pasir ris kay!
whatever , clementi is WORSE!(:
HENG , i thought i was late , I WASNT !! LOLS
while waiting for HORNY:) & her bro to come
i thought i saw that **** face ,
yes , its over , i know , but whenever i think i see you ,
you set my heart go racing , its not right
it takes time to forget , i need time , alot more time
walked around ...
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
FINALLLYYYYYYY
i pierced me tragus and the best thing is
HORNY PIERCED TOO , lols
actually she pierced first , den i see pain or not den pierce ! :]
i totally forgotten which ass told me it would hurt so much
cox it doesnt
(blah blah blah blah..)
love's bro went to meet his friends
and something terrible happened
okay , i know i have absolutely no right to say this , but heck
LOL
i can predict what my future husband looks like !!!! :'(
and its not gonna be good !
is that why you dumped me ? isit !!!! JOKING
lols , anyway , birdie must be blind .. or he is just a joker
SORRY to someone cox of something(no link-.='')
yes , i know im no good, who said i was anyway?LOLs
walked around den had to go home ...
meet up again horny !!! ::DD
this time , we out the whole day k
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trained back to pasir ris , and yes ,
i stood all the way back and my back hurts like some shit
met daddy,mummy,littlebro,aunt&little cousin at dte
ate like some pig , i mean , literally
duck rice , takoyaki balls , toasted bread
little bro & aunt went homw first
me little cousin & parents walked to NTUC
halfway there , ....
little cousin walked on the drain
dad told her not to ,
she was stubborn , den just as i was about to lift her up
the drain gave way,little cousin fell into the drain
i carried her up immediately
her leg got cuts , like alot , her ankle skin came off
yes , little cousin started crying ,
..................
when we reached home she still crying :(
like my fault , if i just carried her faster ..maybe she wouldnt fall
big fuck
damn ,, she;s the little cousin i dote on most yet i cant do anything while she cries
but just comfort her
wtf
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went to mommy's workplace . waited till 8.30
mommy friend came to pass her the plan
packed the stuff she needed , den went home
try reciting this fast
i mean really fast
hahas
.................
She sells seashells by the seashore,
The shells that she sells,
Are surely seashells.
So if she sells shells ,
On the seashore,
I'm sure she sells ,
seashore shells
................
have fun !
** post pictures when i get them from horny :)
*** meeting darlyn next week !!! MUACKS BABBy !
****im cutting down on vulgarities , im going to be a very good girl : D
.............
to end it off :
hahahaahaha

2008-05-25T00:14:00.003+08:00

YOOOOHOOOO
HILLSONG CONCERT ROCKS HARDCORE
I MEAN HARDCORE HARDCORE
IT TOTALLY ROCKS LA
* i am now officially motivated to go church again (:
next week , church is a must !
btw , had so much fun singing , jumping , praying
my back hurts hell loads , and my voice is coarse : D
Praise the Lord (God is Cool !)
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out with horny tmrw ! :)
fiveplets please jio me out luih !!!
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i dont know why
i look forward to 'accidentally' bumping into you
but it never happens
do you actually know , you are that cute ! (to me)
boy , you make me flush and face blush
does it count as i like you?

2008-05-24T12:37:00.002+08:00

SHEEEESSSSSSHHH
i long wanted to note this down . BUT
i keep forgeting !
I"VE GAINED LIKE 5-7 KG EVER SINCE I SWITCHED SCHOOLS!
shit .
but im still 53kg , isit good?
yes , yah
for my height, yes yes , its good its good
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stupid imeem PLAYED me
now den it work ... F F F
SWOOOO ! hillsong concert later on !
IM SO SO SO EXCITED !!! lols
* i think its because im bored -.=''
&&& tmrw out with HORNY !
hahahahahahas
den mon-thurs camp at perak !!
BUSY BUSY BUSY
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OHHH , SON SAID NEW COACH WILL BE COMING SOON !
I HOPE HE IS GONA BE MY COACH(:
cox no coach for 4 5+ months turned me into
a pile of shit !
hahahaha
he gotta remould mua again !
i wanna be able to fence PROPERLY again
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let's see about it
chances are there
WHERE"S MY MR. HOT&SEXY&TALL&TAN&CUTE&CARING GUY !!!??
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fiveplets outing sooonn please please please

2008-05-24T01:10:00.001+08:00

i dont know why
but i think it hates me
i cant seem to get imeem to work in my blog
is it me or what?!
i've been trying for the last pathetic 2 hours !!
stupidd !!!
anyway .
i was bored to the extent , i changed my link
& im gonna keep it this way :D
please relink me ya?
THANK YOUSS & LOVES LOTS!

2008-05-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

i saw something so sick
i felt my stomach churn
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ohkay! i was like supposed to go catch a movie my JLHM
but last min had to company mummy to CGH for her checkup
i didnt know checkup took that long
hahas
headed down to ang mo kio after that
den walked around
den headed home (:
i bought a dress , yes a dress !
hahas , i feel so proud of myself :D
HILLSONG CONCERT TOMORROW ! (:
i'll bet it'll rock socks !:]
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the more i think of you ,
the more disgusted i am
ya , changed , into a total bastard(:
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shit , i think i like him :x
its goooddd !

2008-05-20T13:28:00.002+08:00

hahaha
my physics resukts so tyco(:
47/50 , actually 45/50
cox teacher say the question give wrongly ,
and 4 marks is i anyhow do den get
AHAHAHA,
okay & everyone in physics except for me & joey are amaths student
and now they have amath lesson
and joey's not here
LOLs
so im the the library wasting my time away

2008-05-19T19:29:00.003+08:00

see da green tiger?super cute !
but $32 eh , im gonna save up and buy it !! ;D
da , had a super fun time with mum dad cuzzies and aunt(:
i love them , i love him too!(:

2008-05-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

when you're living in bliss
ever thought that others may be suffering?
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ohkays!im going to the zoo tmrw !!!
hahahas , so happyyyyyy(:
den i'll rush home pack my bag ,
den go back to sch
hahas
..
..
..
the mystery of it all:
my left hand is trembling non stop

2008-05-17T23:18:00.005+08:00

shivering under the warmth of the sun
not feeling pain yet knowing it hurts
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MY WORLD IS A CRAZY PLACE TO BE IN
okay , im left with 5 mins to post
cox my bro wants to use the com
went to find JLHM & AAYN(: at mac
den DONIS(: went home ,
went with JLHM to e-hub , met nigel(:
love them loads!
caught th movie speed racer , one word
NICE!
all the guys in there are hot hot hot
i mean like , SUPER HOT
esp REX RACER , before th op
HE IS HOT , HOT , HOT TO THE MAX
haha , just came back from dinner with grandma and mum
(:
ate like some pig
the crap bee hoon damn nice luh
and i finished up the other crab ;D
YUM
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sorry horny , next week (:
and i've just realised , jay chou super hot !
&&& i've found out that th before op rex name is scott porter!!
hohoho , he is soooo hoootttt!
okay , i shall stop (:
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SCOTT PORTER IS HOT HOT HOT LA , omg
(pardon me;D)
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you said it , you had your revenge
nothing else matters no more
now , its the battle of the inner self

2008-05-17T10:56:00.003+08:00

hellloosssss
know why i changed my blogsong to this?
well
in 5.30 in the morning
midway through my sweet dreams , my little bro alarm rang
it was this song
den 5.45 , my elder bro alarm rang , this song
6.00 biggy bro alarm rang again
6'15 it rang again
6.30 it rang again .... all this song
know why i knew the times?
cox ...i was some idiot ,
shuttling between both of them of ask them off their alarms cox it was really irritating(:
lols , den , guess what ,
didnt know know how biggy bro off-ed his fone
den , he was super late for school
hahahahas , in the end he didnt go
hahahahahahahahahaha
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concrete proof
nothing else to say
goodluck,laast long
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lyrics for song
Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind!
Nobody believes me when I tell them that there's so much you hide
You treat me like a queen when we go out,
wanna show everyone what our love's about
All wrapped up in me
whenever there is a crowd
But when no ones aroundT
heres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too
Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
You made yourself look perfect in everyway
So when this goes down,
I'm the one that will be blamed
Your plan is working so you can just walk away
Baby your secret's safe
Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let 'em know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too
Such a long way back, from this place we are at
When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry
Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let 'em know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too
Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that i once knew
Are you scared to let 'em know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

2008-05-17T01:17:00.002+08:00

that's life ,
existence is everything
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okay , training den eat then home
the train journey still okay , till
it was city hall , many people were coming in
as my fencing bag was blocking the way
i stood up to push it aside
then , this china women ,
the butt as fast as lightning ,
POOP
she sat down , i was like -.=''
nevermind i stand
all the way till tampines .. like i wasnt tired enough ):
duhhh , took bbus back , home bathed , eat ba zhang(:
LOLs
gonna find JLHM tmrw((::
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not as important anymore
i expected it
different school , things are bound to be hard to maintain
tell me why i feel this way
too important to me i guess
i love you guys, love5plets for life
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2008-05-16T17:07:00.002+08:00

sometimes in life
things doesnt go your way
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its true , its true
when bad things happen , it comes all at one shot
and good things happen , once in a blue moon
okay , leaving in 45 mins time for training
i cant wait to improve , but its not happening , SHIT
ohyes , i thought i would score badly for chem ,
i counted my marks and i swore i thought i lost over 10 marks
BUT , i did well , 90+ ;D
cool huh? i bet i cant acheive this kind of results in a manstream sch
rather , i'd fail like some shit
LOLs , i dropped my hp in the mini bus coming back from wed training
and the uncle was super kind to pass it to my mum in pasir ris
so , 2 days w/o fone .... not bad
i survived (:
JOEY , thanks for pangseh-ing me next week again
good luck in your competition kay!(:
SIIIII
holidays are nearing , meaning , i can go out with 5-plets sooonnn ;D;D
okay , i guess there's nothing else (:
see ya'll (:

2008-05-15T12:20:00.002+08:00

i dont get it
i really dont
whatever luhs , hahas
got 28/45 for my emaths paper
hahas , not bad already luhs
i counted and expected 20 marks to go bye bye
but hey , not bad , 3 marks came out of nowhere
hahas
shiooooooo
im trying luhs can ... hope my other subjects are not as bad as maths (:
hahas
but maths overall still A1 , hahahahahaha
pro rights??? JOKIN
just finished my eng paper , lols
cool topic , i chose Q4) learning from children
so true , so true , they dont know what rltshp is , so shiok ... LOLs
left ss and mother tongue , den im free ! for now till eoy comes
lols ..
released early from pe , thus can eat early den come library to blog ;D
the food ah , all so sour one can ... haha
you know what , i've decided ,, haha
enough of short rlthsp for me
i wanna find a guy , get married and settle down
HAHAHA(im serious)
but joey seems to keep laughing at me
IM SERIOUS OKAY
lols ..... coz she told me
joey: 1 to 10 chose your fav number
me: 7 lo
joey: orh , you have to mean you have to meet 7 guys den you'll meet your true love
me: really ah? haha , so cool
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see what i mean , hahahahaha , im going to settle down soon
no point being upset over someone that doesnt seem to be upset at all
TRUE , haha , you're the pro man ;D
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MISSING : FIVEPLETS

2008-05-14T15:03:00.003+08:00

sorry , sorry for not telling you
i only wanted to tell you when it was stable ,
as you can see now , its over
you were having exams , i didnt want to tell you guys
i've decided to tell you the next time we met
yes , i have to admit we have drifted apart ,
but , i want you to know
i didnt change , not a single bit
and you are still as important as you used to be in my heart
sorry , for making you disappointed
and i can promise you
no friends here could ever replace you guys
yes , they are good friends , but you guys are the best
when i thought of smsing you ,
i was afraid i would be disturbing you
i really do love you guys , and nothing will ever change
you as important as family in my heart
go out soon together kay?
if you;re reading this , and your fone is with you
sms me okay(:
tx fiveplets for life
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dedicated to my one & only laopo ,
tx you for life

2008-05-14T10:27:00.004+08:00
you're right
people change ,
a wrong decision to begin with
now despearately trying to change it back
i've realise its not going to work
even it was all a cruel joke ,
thank you
for that one week ,
its okay , if you're not ready
or you've found someone better
fairytales dont last
people wake up from their sweet dreams
to face the hard cold truth
at least it was there once
good things come with a price
and the time to pay has come
thank you for that little bit of hope

joey is going to create a blog ! (:
YAY , and adelyn is going to create a msn acc
after so long , haha
sian , screwed up my maths test
not to mention physics & chem & geog
ahahas , wait
that is all the papers i took so far
hahas , i screwed up eveything
everything
esp maths , cox the night before wasnt really pleasant
anyway , respect that decision ,
just hope im not some toy
and yes
THANK YOU ~
: joey & adelyn , for being there for me(:
if you guys werent there, im sure im going to go crazy
those talks and advices , i'll listen ;D
ya right , if its meant to be like that , it will
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YAY , im left with eng ss and chinese ;D
i seriously hate studying ... seriously
i mean , one exam already took 3/4 of my life
there is still one more year
what am i do?
and my family , things will be alright(:
as long we are happy , nothing else matters
one step at a time

2008-05-11T17:14:00.004+08:00

since im going back to school today
i guess with the exams and all
i wont be finding a com to update
well ... nobody is going to bother anyway . lols
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2008-05-11T16:52:00.003+08:00

shioooooooo
major module exams begins next week
which is
tomorrow !
hahahahahha
went to grandpa hse yest
today , stayed at home...
baked a cake...super nice cannss ;D
it may not look nice ... BUT
it is super delicious luh !!!
hohoho ... off to mug i go
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my dearest mummy,
happy mothers' day (:
although there are times i must have made you really angry
but , i want you to know
i'll love you till the end of the world ...
you're the bestest mom one could ever have(;
i love youuu !

2008-05-10T13:54:00.002+08:00

HEHAHHAHHA
i created friendster acc again -.=''
im super bored luh
yaya , im suppose to be mugging
going down to grandpa hse later for mum's day(:
will be mugging there while te adults play majong(?)
lols .... i wanna go training !!!!
S.I.A.N
lols , ohya ...
if you are reading thus and ya one if my ex-friendster friends..
mind adding me again?
lols ... sorry for being so hopeleessssss.
LOLs
MUGGING TIME ....
p.s i want to train !!!!!!!

2008-05-10T04:17:00.003+08:00

siol people
its ofiically going to be 4.3o in the MORNING
and Cheryl's not sleeping .. hahaha
just finished up my blog
hahas .... nice nice?
give comments kay? i dont mind insults too(?)
haha
sheeesh , im still hyper
and the blog song .. reminds me of him(:
haha
look things from th bright side(:
try harder next time(:
SIMPLICITY IS BEST
haha
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thanks ann ;D
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siol , its been almost 4 months since we last met(?)
or even more ... two weeks is dust

2008-05-10T00:26:00.003+08:00

i feel like shit
oh wait , i AM shit
haha
how could i forgot?!
im so suck , YES i AM
i am so slow
to the extent , adelyn thrashed me
WOW
i am slow , i know
but im trying to move faster
but im not appling concepts
so = STILL SUCK
damn ... i should really start TRAINING
not fencing
and i've realised
everytime i've started wanting to train
time's up
everyones gone
like ....
okay ... i see
adelyn is seriously improving
cox she uses disangage , locks and tactics
me? fence blindly
yes , okay , so
from next training onwards
cheryl , apply concepts , STOP FENCING BLINDLY
shit
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CHERYL JIAYOU AH STUPID SLOTH
USE THE BRAINS !
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and typically when i need someone to talk to
boom , noones there , he doesnt understand fencing
tell him already . just next time do better
ya , thanks
i need real advice .. lols
who to find?
i'v realise if i just disangage and initiate
i would have won ohh faster too
damn .... whats with me today?
or is it she is just really good , and i suck hardcore
well , wed training ... see how
den decide ... cant give up now
even though i feel like
damn ,,, cheryl feels like training now
but is is impossible
cheryl ,,, please ... stop being an idiot .. come on
sheesh ....
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you seems just there ..
i dont feel the love anymore..
or is it just me?
fuck my life ... but
yeah , God will always be there for me
God bless

2008-05-09T17:05:00.006+08:00

SHIT
i feel like deleting my friendster acc
like i dont even use it anymore
lols ... and like i dont even have the time to update
ya , i've decided .. im gonna delete my friendster acc
lols...
i cancelled my account !!! hahahahaha
i feel so stupid .... wth
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by horny's request to post a photo of him
BUT , hahas , i havent take yet
haha .... wait till i do(:
sorryyyy
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things seems okay on the surface ,
but my guts tell me , thngs are'nt underneath
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like what am i gonna do once i've graduate?
go RP?
take sports science and whats next
be a physiotherapist?(sry shld be spell wrong)
den what?
what bout my fencing?
like if i am able to hit my goal of yog
den what?
what am i to do after that?
can fencing really go far?
lols..
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training later ... i suck at it
i cant seem to do anything right ...
my future is as bright as the moonless night
sheesh my life is so not meaningful
.
same people , same actions
middle of the moonless night
its then and there i knew
it wouldnt be th same again

2008-05-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

SIOL
major exams are like next week !
super stress , plus i seriously think im lagging behind
LOLs
erm , gym tmrw morning is cancelled(:
so i guess i can mug till super late den sleep early tmrw ;D
i super love this week luhs can(:
although super stress and all
ohhh ,
i realised something ... and ya
im being such a bitch about it
so from now on , my promise to God
i'll try my super best to stop(:
and its working ya? ;D
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lols , i miss my mummy ):
and daddy , and my bros ):
siol ,.
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guess i'll update my blog properly when im home
lols
which is like so long later
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so near yet so far
p.s dreams do come true(:

2008-05-05T17:15:00.002+08:00

LOLs
hahahahahahah
im blogging using the school's com
gym's cancelled thus i could have this chance to blog
SIAN
shit , the mon tues wed fri training seems to start only after the major exam
SIIIAAANN
i want to train like now ...
gosh ,
YEST NIGHT WAS TERRIBLE
the weather was like so so so warm
and today morning
some idiot woke up with an swollen eye
idiot=me(:
SHEEESSSSHHH
everyone seems to be happily attached
while me?
haha
life goes on people
:D
blog some other time , if there's a chance
hahahahaha
I WANT TO TRAIN!

2008-05-04T14:26:00.001+08:00

sian , i miss manda shumin adonis & jerina ):
jio me out okay? :'(

2008-05-03T23:53:00.005+08:00

SIOL
i was back from training at 8.45 sharp , hohohoho
training was okaaayyyy ahhh
gosh , finally ~
zhao never scold me for my posture(:
hehahahah
p.s , lols i nvr knew ns could be so mean , gosh ):
went to drink bubble tea w ann & deirdre after training
LOLs , italian soda super nice cans !
trained home with deirdre
LOLs ,
fs should arrange speed dating ahhh ! haha .
and and and the younger generation should choose first !!
hahahaha(jk)
blah blah blah
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im watching this show , (jacky gogogo)(i tink)
ewww , all the girls that went for dunno what its called
super skinny luhs
like bones , errrrrrrr
gosh , i need to grow fat
oh actually , im fat enough , i tink , LOLs
i need muscles
hahaha
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i shall finish my hmwk tmrw
i think ... LOLs
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my big brother is lame to the core
REALLY!
little brother said laughter was the best medicine
but big brother's theory was:
Does laughing cure you when you're sick?
No right , it onnly makes you happy
But , medicine cure you when you;re sick right?
and when you not happy , can take drugs go high
drugs is medicine right?
LoLs ,
ATTENTION:the above is only a joke
( DONT TAKE DRUGS , NOT GOOD )
( DRUGS RUIN YOUR LIFE , BE ANTI-DRUG )
* unless the doctor prescribe you medicine luh , den must eat to get better rite?
siol , i sound like some drug free campaign guy -.=''
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lols
and the next thing was ..
i was like : eeee , look like shit
bb: NO , shit looks like shit
super lame luh -.=''
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haha , SPEED DATING ANYONE?

2008-05-02T23:53:00.001+08:00

SHIT WITH THE HMWK !
BURN !!!